Thursday, January 18, 2001
my friend just told me over lunch that i look like the kind of person that holds stuff in. do i? says i look emotionless. cool. i always wanted to be like the song goes,
the me that you know he used to have feelings
doesn't everyone hold something in, though. don't we all have a big secret?
but the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay
the me that you know is now made up or wires
and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away